♥haPPy marCh 7th♥

Hari ini, buat ku special banget.. salah satu hari special di tahun 2009 ini!!
Uhmm.. hr ini mengigatkan ku dengan 1 tahun yang lalu, dimana ku jadian ma someone..

Someone who is my dear until now!!

Hr ini kt ngerayaaiiin “annyVersary 1 th..” dengan sederhana, biarpun hanya dengan 2 cake kecil dengan li2n berangka “1” itu udah cukup kenyang buat Qt!! Khahahaha
Tpi, ku merasa ada yang hilang.. terasa ini Cuma perayaan ”just fan” not coz love.. rasa nya ku tak menemukan apa2.. just tradisi di mna setiap annyversary harus di rayakan, tapi ku tak mau merusakn hari ini..
Mungkin aku begini karna ku merasakan sesuatu yang ganjal dari “dy”, setelah kami melewati waktu kurang lebih 3 jam di mobil berdua tepatnya di belakang parkiran wtc yang tampak sungai batang hari.. hix,,
Hum,,ju2r 3 jam itu ku merasa dy tuh aneh dan ku di buat tak nyaman olehnya!! Ku gag tahu apa se?!?

Aq slh?or..

Sejenak kulupakan rasa penasaran ku, lalu kita puun mulai potong kue, eh tiup li2n dulu ding en “make a wistt” later.. foto2.. en banyak lah..tak terasa waktu sudah menunjukkan pukul 18.30 saat nya ku dan dy pergi lez!!

Sesampai di tempat les, rasa penasaranku pun timbullagi,en seketika tuh ku lgsung betanya pd nya: ‘”are you still love me dear?” end then, he said to me that he also confused about his feel. Then he said that, actually sometimes I felt like, love but sometimes also blank and i dont know what i’ve ever felt like that..


wauw!!

I was surprised with our suggestion, but i wish roomy , we had said and take outside all of our feeling , as long as we store that , maybe cause we were had poor feeling each other , or we never tried to be honesty and listened to our feeling each other

we had realize that actually the feeling is occasionally be there with us or dissapeared ! and untill this time i was looking for the reason ! and now i believe that God sure gave us better than ..